The Heartbreak Diaries: Taryn Bailey

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March 13th, Dear Diary,  Well, today was shit. Nothing new there.  My work day was overloaded – like usual, I dropped my coffee and stained my shirt, ripped a stocking and the guy I’ve been trying to be semi-serious with is only interested in having a lay. Now, after being unable to decompress on my own, I’m sitting here on my couch with a bottle of Chardonnay and my largest – and favorite of late – wine glass while I try to write away my sorrows and şişli escort frustrations. So, here goes:  My life feels like a giant mess pile in a contractor trash bag that I keep dragging behind me with no hope for the heaviness of its stress to lighten.  I haven’t gotten over my last break up yet – sad, I know – and it’s just making me feel like I’m the most worthless person on the planet. I keep playing through what I did or where I went wrong escort şişli but I keep coming blank then swap into these horrible bouts of self-loathing for not doing better at whatever the fuck was wrong. I keep thinking of him too. What he might be doing right now and constantly wondering if he is thinking of me at all. If he even cares about me to begin with? Etc, etc, etc. Insert standard sadness shit here, blah… As you know, I struggle mecidiyeköy with trying to distract myself with other tasks or activities that might help take my mind off how unworthy I feel – and how much wine I’ve consumed in recent months – but nothing is helping. I can’t even find someone who is willing to hold me for longer than a few hours, without it being in between meaningless sex.  Hell, at this point, even a friend would be nice. Someone I can just talk to who would be willing to listen and make sure I don’t die from alcohol poisoning – or loneliness, whichever gets me first.  I don’t know how in the world I got to this point in my life but Jesus Fucking Christ, it sucks.

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